Updated ME~~

Since i left Citibank, there was some intentions for me to write something here. But, there are also a lots of reason for me to avoid writing here. LAZY, TIRED are most commonly used. My internship period, there was lots of joy although sometimes it caused me crazy and busy, but anyway it had passed. Gain some experience through there, and get to know few nice and helpful colleagues. Miss them a lots.

Today - the second week for my new semester. Every beginning of the semester, mostly for me will bullshitting in here. For this time. i just skip it. I think i mentioned those thing before. previous or maybe posted in 2009 dunno which months. I went in the new building in TARC- CITC. It's really good, the environment, the facilities. A "wow" from my heart. This really good, next time i can spend sometimes inside there.

I am a diploma holder, sooner will get my advanced diploma "paper", is that a paper? maybe I should say a certificate, sound better. After that the UK trip for the degree cert. After that? i didnt think before. work? keep on study?...i even plan nothing for that. What a shame on me. So sad. I am not those kind of ppl that know to plan their future well. Thinking mean nothing for me, sound pessimist. I was encouraged by one of my colleague to improve my English and i know that is useful for my future. But, i said many thing before what i want to do what i want to achieve, there is none of them achieved by me. - Failure~~

I view some of my secondary photos. Those group photos. Physically, there are some changes on me. Mostly gain weight- sad. Mentally, I think there is nothing improve. My friend told me that i am not enough mature for this age. I knew that, but can somebody teach me how to change? Be mature. I try or i should say i didnt try before. Me myself couldnt get the answer as well- I dunno. Am I emo ing?...I think so~~~

I entered TARC since 2007. 4 years have passed. I didnt change much. Attitude, sometime was good but mostly was bad i know that. My friends are suffering and i should apologies to them. So sorry for what i did. There is no more intention for me to keep on writing here. So just stop it here.

SO PESSIMIST TODAY AS I KNOW THAT I CANT DO WHAT I WISH TO ~

MAchinE Gun..

IF there is a machine gun shooting from morning to midnight then continue from midnight to morning..NONSTOP...would u still like to stay in your home...these ppl really destroying my holiday..~~~~

So please lolz...care for your neighbors..dun always shoot your missile into my house....PLS...!!!!

Recently...^^

long long time i didnt touch on this...haha...actually quite lazy...i think at most oso hav 3 months i didnt post anything..haha....my advanced diploma 2 sem finished...now left one year..hoho...after tat...hopefully i got chance go UK lo...

for this semester..emm..actually i oso forgot wat we done la...b4 the final exam...panic lolz...haizz..this semester really didnt learn much la...oso dunno wat i learned...aiyoo..but the last day, after econ...i went genting wit my frens lo...haha....nice to play oso la..and celebrate me and val birthday in advance...thank you guys...

28 of jan...we went broga hill....tiring lolz...but quite happy oso...it was my second time climbing mountain...after climbing, we went to leisure mall had a movie tooth fairy..emm..actually almost whole session i slept lolz..haha..too tired ma...even the movie haven start me oready fall asleep...but i think it was quite well oso la...haha

2 of february my frens celebrate my birthday...too excited lolz...my fren drove his father benz come and fetch me...a bit "sao chong yok geng"..it was first time i went to tat ampang jaya restaurant...the environment very nice....can consider to bring gf there...haha...got italian thai and 2 more style...each oso hav different menu la...the most expensive is italian style lo..juz the appetizer or dessert oso cost RM 60 - 80 lo..really siao...and the main course..wow...siao lolz...but the thai one almost RM30 - 40..still affordable..we hav some shooting session as well....2nd round...we went to the ampang point there...dunno wat cafe...i cut my cake there...em...again...thanks....

i forgot which date...i went shoppin wit nicky and shin...emm..actually juz walk...3 of us juz bought shirt in padini..then..no more oready...aiyoo...walk whole day...really sien la..haha..oh ya....i saw a nice nice nice nice shirt ga..thought wan buy it...but too expensive lo...somemore no brand gea...my frens said "em dei"..ask me dun buy wor...haizzz...really nice ga...but i got curi curi shoot photos in the fitting room..hahaha...then at sg wang..my mood oready not nice lo..aiyo...so go test lot of shirt...i remember i tried a "V neck"..tat promoter told me tat their shirts were designed by their own designer...hemm...too tight la...i know i fat oready..haiz...buy cloths oso susah oready...charm...when i wear tat shirt...really tight lo..tat promoter still say..."nice ma, this shirt need tight tight dei sin look nice gea"..aiyo..so tight he told me nice...~~PROMOTER...sigh***..tat day juz shin bought a lot lo..i juz bought one shirt...

CNY.."cho 1"...my third aunty came my house...tat day was good..haha...my father open a martell...and finished by me and my uncle..haha...so nice leh....at first all malu malu...drink a little little bit..haha...dunno start when...all "yam seng"..."yam seng"...haha...and tat day i learn tat "yam seng " mean nid clear ur glass...but nice ma...my 3 aunty drunk oready lo..so funny...haha...and i shoot some of her drunk photos...nice lehh..hahaha...funny...mum and my big brother oso drunk...chat wit my cousin ask them giv me their email..they reject wor...said dun wan let me see their photos...so babei...herg....gei sei..

cho 2...em...my father side there..all aunties and uncles come lo...super crowded....house oready not big...me oso dunno stand where...b4 i wake up..my small uncle oready came....i was sleeping leh...he came in my room and give me RM 50 as pocket money...actually not realise me....when i wake up i saw tat RM50 at my pillow side....then afternoon..nid go my grandma there bai bai...then my sister brother and his gf oso get RM50 each from my uncle known as "pocket money" wor...then he said 2day his birthday...ask us eat egg wor..those thing on the bai bai table...aftertat...we back our house eat "kai nian fan"...who knows when we eating tat time...my uncle came again and ask us gamble...aiya...he said "nah, i give u all pocket money oready a, now nid give me some money to but CAKE wor.."..min RM5 and maximum no limit...wahh...so shock...me so dai go zai oso nvr gamble till so big gea leh...aiyoo...hak sei ngo...but play har play har...oso nice ma..high risk high return..haha...then he said lo...haha..all oso eat my egg..at first i cant get wat it mean..the my mum said...egg ma mean zero lolz..mean we will lost all...aiya..this uncle so gong sam gei a..haha...but oso no use la...getting excited...from RM5 , we put until RM 20...more excited..wow...really shong lolz..i juz won RM 20 tat day la..haha

cho 3...morning nth la..oso bai nian..night time..sad~~...me so "fishy" lolz...no drunk..wat oso dun hav drink..juz play poker wit my family..aiyo...my "jiao ban" there got something ma...so i use "zi jia jian" cut it lo...who know like this cut har cut har....after cut jor....i start feeling faint wor...really very faint...so weak lolz...then i go toilet la..."FAINT in TOILET"...first time leh...not drunk oso faint...really fish lolz...oh my godness.....charm...aiyo..."pok" my head knock the dunno wat to call...juz luckiky my head not inside the "ma tong"...if not sure "chao" 10 years...my eyes there got some scar lo...luckily my hair enuf long and can cover the scar nobody will know it..hahaha...really...fish...~~~~

cho 4...bai nian as well...2day i won a lot a...gamble wit my mother.."3 zheong" i won RM 50 smt...haha...so nice...haha...happy leh...but all syiling la..haha

cho 5 go my small aunty visit her new house....damn nice actually....but apartment without swimming pool....feel like miss out smt...haha

today...now almost 6pm...my frens date me 9 pm gamble at cindy's house..haha...duno wat will happen....~~~..time to dinner..~~

RAininG

RaininG season?..almost everyday~~~

hopefully wont get sick...Be StronG...

new day...

yes...althought still have some cough..but it is better than yesterday...2day need to work..deepavali..got double pay one leh...sick oso sick at there lol...haha...

after an efficient sleeping...my brain bcome clearer...yesterday??...juz those "virus" hack my brain..tats why talk something funny funny...wakaka...

wat had past..let them past..2day is a new day...lets start it....

身子弱..><

juz few drop of rain...
now fewer + cough + running rose...
haiz....
why always juz me alone at home?...
if one day i really faint..oso nobody come and help...haiz..
feel bore now...

烦

i have lots to say..
but once i face my com screen..
i dunno how to taip them out...
HAIZ...
it's really complicated...
im dying....