juz a normal BLOG

these day...nothing special happen on me...haiz..why my life so simple??haha...nothing special..o me myself dunno how to create a special life...recently..i saw my frens all busy finding others colleges o U s for futher study..i hope tat i oso got tat intention to find more information about all those things..shall i put more concentration on my study..?o i should STOP it right now...me..oso dunno...><

my fren told me...if now STOP..wat i can do in future..??..juz an ordinary office boy o a teacher o take full time in my current job??..really headache thinking all those thing...PFP...teach us to plan for retirement...i oso wish to reach my retirement as early as possible...but..except reading now..wat can i do to achieve tat..reading...does it really so important..."reading juz to let u hav a paper to get a better job..let u have more knowledge"..oh my godness..><

the last sem final exam is coming soon..after tat...most of them mayb leaving ...redang mayb our last trip..so..enjoys it as happy as possible...who knows tat..after the trip...their name will seldom appear in my top phone list...haha...how SAD...taiping these..usually i m in a "tenang" mood..and like to write something tat me myself oso dunno taiping wat gea "noncense"..haha...i have some time to think...think which way i should walk forward..

i believe tat a person personality will change under certain situations...hopefully will not hav a big change in future..ks ask me 2day..will i "em se dek" my frens if they leave TARC...tat time i asnwered him..sure wont la..everyone oso hav their own road to walk...juz c u choose which road to walk...if so many "em se dek" then my life how to begin..?start from primary school secondary school and now college..i believe future will b my partner in working...so many knowing and leaving...how many times u can "em se dek"..

"old not leave, new wont come"...always say this...old frens not leave..where got chance to know new frens...talk tat time sure very "siu sa"..haha...but...how to say oso 2 years oready ma...sure will a bit "em se dek"...oso the same sentence..."everyone oso have their own road to walk"..choose ur right position to achieve wat u wan in future...

taiping these..juz like those days almost come..feeling sad oready..i believe my self-protection oready ON long time ago...so..try to control the emo lo..in my side..if i got choices to choose.."lost frens o lost lovers"..i believe i will choose to lost lovers..**if tat lover cannot make me feel wat i need in my relationship**...most of them will not last long..selfish??i think im..i can try to love anyone..but if i really cannot find the feel tat i need...wat i can say is only sorry..i will stop it as soon as possible...dun waste ppl time ma..so..till now oso keep searching the "feel"..if frens..usually will bring me happiness and encouragements..if i lost them..i think i will feel down...losing a gf may cause me down 1 day but losing a fren may cause me down 3 days..A true friendship is more difficult to find than a relationship..tats wat i believe..

starting getting sleepy..and hope not to dream 2nite..cause 2day i heard radio said..if one ppl always dreaming...is not good for health..and easily get sick...so G9..